I started off with 9 people and then one of them never showed up to any practices and one of them was having issues with their apartment so I had changed all my formations so it could be done with 7 people
but we had a practice today and another member didn't show up so altogether we had 6 including me
it was like losing prince mak all over again
it was shit
i'm really drunk
Jazz with Alicia is going to be interesting... a lot of beginner dancers but i believe she can whip us into shape... or you know we'll look terrible but who cares, no one else at crossover cares about jazz
Locking with Vincent is going great, we've learnt most of the routines and formations it's just putting it all together and remembering it... which i can't... because I don't practice... sorry Vincent
The Knock by Nasty Nasty cover is coming along great we're filming on sunday and it'll be hot
The A by Rainbow audition has been filmed and now we await judgement
I don't think I'm growing as a dancer I think I'm stuck here. But it's still fun and working with other people still brings me joy.
Who is Alicia: Alicia is one of my Jazz babes from way back when Alicia and Elena used to teach Lyrical and Jazz respectively at Crossover. Elena is another teacher dear to my heart, she runs her own studio in St Peters. I love her a lot. Jaye used to have a crush on her in Uni.
I was supposed to meet up with Alex tomorrow after my JJCC mix practice but he's gotta hang out with his fam. #adultlife #lifeishard
Tel, my husband, is out of hospital and recovering really well. He woke today feeling as close to normal as he has been since he got appendicitis and:
- hasn't felt any pain today
- hasn't had to lie down all down
- hasn't had to take a nap
- walked into town and back
He updated my mum about all this and she said I hadn't told her much about what he was going through. She apologised for not seeing him while he was in hospital because she'd been working all week. In hospital. But it's a different set of hospitals and she most works with psychiatric and aged patients.
Tomorrow My cousin is hosting a joint party for his son and his nephew which is going from 2pm till midnight. Shit will get cray. I probably won't drink much because I have to film the next day!
I keep meaning to watch the NCT debut and the History comeback but I am so stressed about Upstaged (Crossover Dance Studio's annual showcase) and K-pop Summit (Crossover's bi-annual kpop double event) that I haven't had the time and I've been shitting myself over formations for the JJCC routine
and like fucking hell i made formations for 7 and 8 people and I was up until 2am I hate myself so much my husband had to come out and tell me to go to sleep and i still hadn't finished and i had to do them during lunch. AND THEN 2 PEOPLE DIDN'T SHOW UP
anyway it was still fun. me and maggie did the dab during e.co's solo in fire. maggie twisted her knee during dance class RIP but she's still coming to practice and learning formations I love her. She's also doing a Gfriend Routine so RIP her knees again
MAJOR SUCCESS OF THE DAY. I took all the wires out of the workstation I use at work that connect the computer tower to the keyboard, mouse, monitors, and phone and moved myself to the desk on my left unassisted. Yeaaaaaaaaaaah IT exp level up
anyway time to go gotta drink water to balance out the giant cider i had
xoxo gossip girl