BLAAAAAAAAAARGH

I know the AYCC social has been planned for at least 2 weeks now, but I am ready and willing to ditch it to attend dance rehearsal to learn formations for the routine.

Because when it comes down to it I prefer dance over environmentalism.

I realised lately that one of the few times where I'm not thinking about killing myself or other people is when I'm dancing.

I don't love my job anymore

Working used to mean earning a lot of money. But I'm not given any paper work to do, and most of the time I spend working is spent yelling at kids. What I enjoyed about my job was probably marking papers and checking grammar and all that. The actual face to face explanation of content and classroom management (although I'm paid more for it) is much less enjoyable.

Basically, I think I need to find a job where I didn't constantly wish I could defenestrate children (or myself).

AYCC

I feel like being part of this group isn't worth it anymore. With only 2 other people in the group regularly turning up to meetings, and one of those people soon withdrawing, it doesn't seem like we can achieve much at all. Even though the person that is leaving is someone I don't particularly like, and is being replaced with someone I like much better, I'm currently feeling dread and reluctance to go to the event planned for today as it will just be me and the current convenor (who will be leaving).

Basically... I want to quit AYCC...