Fan-fucking-tastic

The police and an ambulance at my house. Don't I feel fucking special.

Fan-fucking-tastic

The police and an ambulance at my house. Don't I feel fucking special.

conflict of interest

tomorrow:

1) work
2) Pendragon's shindig
3) study

I probably need to go to work because I'm saving up for my bro and I to go to Thailand.

I probably need to get out and see my friends again

I probably need to get a head start on cramming for my last two exams.

All at the same time =/

I can't think of what to write.

So I'll sing instead.

Secret fears

Things I fear/am worrying about/freaking out about:

1) Since most of the Awesome team attend one of two big universities and only an handful attend unis besides those two, the ones who don't attend the two big unis will drift away/become alienated/forgotten.

2) I will fail all my subjects this semester due to my stuff ups this semester.

3) Every guy that I become interested in will be much more interested in everyone I know except me.

my mum is awesome

my mum drove me to uni yesterday so i could hand in my assignment on time. i think if i hadn't handed in the statistics assignment on time my pride would totally be destroyed, and i probably would have just given up on everything.

but i got it in on time. and now i'm doing psychology.

next is my law presentation =/

but i have to do whatever i have to do to get it done right?

and then afterwards I'm going to party like there's no tomorrow.

p.p.s

I'm probably going to get the "I told you so" speech from dad tomorrow.

I caved and talked to my mum about how terrified i am of failing some of my subjects this semester. I really needed to make sure I wasn't going to be crucified for failing time management. She said it was okay. I feel slightly better.

Anyway. Shower, then back to work.