That day is coming up.
I'm not sure of the exact date anymore. I mean, I think I know it, but I'm not completely sure.
I am rummaging through my past, documents and files that might give me an accurate description of what happened... but I can't find them.
It feels like I've misplaced some fundamental aspect of my past.
This is what panic feels like.
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This almost reminds me of when Frodo was poisoned by the Nazgul at Weathertop... and how he remembers the feeling of it on the same day every year...
But should you be trying to remember? Or to forget?
I don't think I should be actively remembering or forgetting. It's just that for a moment I was unsure if that particular date was the right one or not, and it freaked me out that I didn't have my memories stored in a perfect little box.
This is literally. I have a box of sentimental trinkets and I couldn't find enough evidence to prove the date.
I may have flipped out a little.
That's kind of weird. But understandable.
In what I expect and sincerely hope is a purely coincidental chance-
happy 'anniversary'- 03/05/06
Spot on, Russ. Chance. Yes. That's what it is.
Serz? Huh... I wouldve totally forgotten had I not been trolling around blogspot
Same here. *high five* May is a crazy month for a lot of my friends -_-
"If you read this blog, you must adhere to one simple rule: No trolling."
Love the irony, Rus... *tiptoes away*
May... what is it with that month?
let me rephrase- no trolling SILENTLY. It's fine if you leave messages =]
Just curious tho- how is it that EITHER of you remember this date? I only remember coz its one of the passwords I use for about 1/3rd of my interwebs stuff.
Several years ago, I saw that date in a dream with an ominous feel to it. I didn't know what it meant until it happened, then I made the connection...
As you can guess, I was pretty freaked out about it. Enough to remember.
That's the thing. I DIDN'T remember. I could have sworn it was the 5th.
Sometimes I worry that my memories are just hallucinations >< Which brings to mind all the issues raised in Blade runner. =.+
If you go back 4 years I believe it's the first wednesday of may, which was sport tryouts day. I remember it was around this time because my japan trip was april 14th, and 2 weeks after april 14th was the start of school.
Ringing any bells now? =] Sport tryouts? Being too damn lazy/cbb to tryout for 2nd term sport?... A certain particular fateful talk?
I remember what happened =] just don't remember the date.
Wow. I'm about to absorb memories here.
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